When I think about it, not just to me but to other people, or anyone in general, the past don't mean crap.

You can have a whole friendship or relationship with someone for everyday of a few months, a few years, a whole period in your life, and still end up complete strangers. And even if deep inside the memory still exists and the feeling is there, in the end nothing is done about it on the surface.

On the other hand, you can be enemies, destroy each other inside out, hate someone's guts whether it be justified or not, but one day things just click and it's as if you were on best of terms since forever.

And of course there's the neutral ground too.

What I'm trying to say, I guess, is that life takes us in the most interesting of directions. Sometimes that change makes us sad, and sometimes seeing someone where you used to be makes us confused and frustrated. But to accept that things won't always be the same can only make us stronger, because sometimes leaving the past behind is what's necessary to open the doors to the future.

Lol whut is this deep crap, do I even deep and meaningful? (No.)

Related: maybe this is totally just trying to reason out why I'm a bad friend. Yeah. Just face the truth Bec.