It's been a chaotic week and it's only just started.
Yesterday I went non stop from 10am to 10:30pm, not including travelling time. Barely had time to eat but hey, monies and experience.
I've been exhausted these past few days, falling asleep before I mean to and before I finish the work I intend to do. At least today I managed to churn out a somewhat acceptable oral presentation with total probably 10 mins prep LOL. Averaged about 12/15 so yay. While Armour Sensei has 'interesting' opinions and teaching methods, I'm actually quite happy I'm taking this contextual course because it's reshaping my perspective on Japan, and I'm actually enjoying the classes a lot, compared to my previous non-language Arts classes.
On another note, much talks to Reese about work experience and staff professionalism/work ethic. The discussion provided a somewhat peace of mind, I felt reassured that my though process wasn't completely off track. And I was really grateful for the feedback he gave me, because I'd like to know what I can improve on in customer service, especially cos I like it.
I realised despite trying to keep my timetable freeish this sem for work etc, while I'm still doing XO work I can barely afford to fit another job in. It's one or the other... well we'll see what the raise looks like next week (realistically that's the one thing that might change my decisions...).
Something Joey once pointed out a long time ago is being reflected in my thoughts about a certain matter. (roughly paraphrased) Once something shatters the illusion, everything that person does annoys you. Yeah...
"An asshole is an asshole." - D&B Collab. LOL
(I could say a lot more but it's not worth it. I think the sentence pretty much sums it up. Also cos I don't want to care about it anymore so leaving it simply for my own sake is good too haha.)
It's going to be hard to meet up during uni breaks this sem, but I hope we can still make time for each other. It's been a strange few days, not having been able to see each other for long and just chill. But I'm getting used to it a lot quicker this sem than last. Or rather, I'm a lot more comfortable with where we stand with each other this sem. No confusion this time around :)
I should really chill more at the studio, stress and disillusionment is affecting my attitude both towards the idea of the studio and to Jaye... but I need to remember that in the end it's a job. And there's a certain level of respect and professionalism that needs to be maintained.
Hey LOL, don't want to sink to that level right?
On a brighter note, me and D will be performing at a wedding in a few weeks! ^_^ Really looking forward to it, not just because I've come to really like the couple, but also cos...yeah...couple dance...x3 Haha but in all seriousness I love weddings. They make me warm and fuzzy....occasionally teary...very frequently... And I don't get to go to many so being invited and getting to perform is rly nice ^^ Watching two people unite in mutual understanding that they make each other happy is a wonderful thing, and a bit of a guilty pleasure of mine (that sounds so weird....hahaha but don't know how else to describe it xP). But yes, EXCITED :D
nts: Kwan has to be at my wedding to catch the bouquet and get married soon and have many kids ;P
I hope Friday will turn out ok...Really just want a day to chill and stuff together. Get away from uni, and all that too. And I hope I can find parking in R's...hurr hurr #strongdriving
I should probably start thinking about where to hold the dinner with the Atoms. Actually not start, I already have but....where!?!?!?! so hard T_T Wondering if I should just take them to somewhere not too fancy and just enjoy the company. Wanna do NY Cafe but not sure if good dinner...?
Holy crap I'm going to be twenty and 3 weeks exactly.
HATACHI NI NACCHAUUUUUUUU!!!
Anyways I should be studying Astronomy rather than abusing the uni computers to blog lul.
BAAAAIIIIII~
