Monday, May 13, 2013

A miracle of kindness

I'm telling myself this is giving my brain a rest from the essay...but realistically I think I'm sinking out of the productive mood. Which is bad. Which means I'll be allnightering tonight feck (I havn't showered yet either...So need to pencil in time for that within the next 6 hours lol).

Do you ever get that feeling where you were super sad and kinda sulking about something before cos you really wanted it but situation sucked and you just had bad luck, and then when you finally get it cos someone went out of their way to help  cos they knew how upset you were over it...and then you feel super guilty and embarrassed that you got so worked up over something so trivial before? And now you feel even guiltier cos despite being embarrassed and ashamed of being immature...you're still really happy and giddy deep down.

Lul story of my life.

How does this generic case relate to me? Andrea (I say her name cos I really wanna thank her and remember it) even though we havnt talked that many times, remembered from the one time during a fleeting conversation about next semester's class, that I didn't get into the earlier Jap tute next sem cos my enrolment appt was late but rly wanted to get in. So she had been stalking the enrolments (as I had) for the past 2 weeks for a friend who wanted to do the same thing, and conveniently today 3 people had dropped out of the 29/28 full class, and there were 2 spots open. She told D to tell me that there was a vacancy so I should check and try to enrol. I guess it wasn't a huge feat or anything, but the notion that she remembered an acquaintaince's insignificant problem and took a note to tell that acquaintances friend a solution she had been keeping an eye on, I guess to me that spoke a lot and I really appreciate it. Maybe cos I REALLY wanted that tute spot (for legit and also stupid reasons) I feel so happy about it. Like I would hug her if she had been next to me irl at the time lul. Well anyways, my point is, even though I thought she seemed a bit intimidating when I first met her, I'm really thankful to her now, *MUST REMEMBER TO THANK HER ON WEDNESDAY! and I think she's very considerate :) THANK YOU ANDREA! and THANK YOU D FOR TELLING ME~ <3 (even though technically you were just the messenger xP)

And now back to...a combined 1500ish words I have left to write feck.

P.S. Hehehehehe funtimes shipping A and R 8D DERE SOOOOOO...well nothing yet rly but DAWWWW TEEHEEHEEEHEEEEEEEEEEE baka. (Lol this is so much more hilarious cos me and D are being such idiots about this xD BUT ITS SAH FUN!!!! x3)

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