It doesn't feel right. It's not right for me to feel disappointed about it, but I still do. I want to avoid it like the plague. It's like something I don't feel comfortable even being in the vicinity of. Hate is too strong a word. I just....don't want to come in contact right now.
On another note, this will be the first time since that one in 2011 where I'll be watching it as a spectator. How strange. I don't even want to see it tbh. There's no emotional benefit in me watching it.
